I'm in the middle of a decision whether i should jump into the sea and let the water tardily eat my body in or just stay...
The moment i've received a message, i'll try my very best to read it in a positive way. But somehow or rather i think it's not necessary for me to reply all the messages. Sombong? No i'm not. But i dont want to start. It is indeed true that i'm approachable, because i do make friends with everyone.
Differences in gender, race, age, religion do not affect my relationship with them, after all. But i think the minute i start responding to the messages, it will trigger the conversation. And... the conversation will go on, and on. And i'm worried that i'm giving them a hope and they want something from me in return. Yes. Probably i'm being too judgemental by saying this but like i've mentioned above, i don't want to start because it's risky..
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