Assalamualaikum..
1.14am... and i couldn't sleep at all. Supposedly it should b my big day.. but since im alone in my room... in ipg, i feel like.. oh it sucks. Well, at least at home i can talk to my parents or even my sister, hanis. Hahaha. Nevermind, im trying to accept everything here... even though im terribly wanna go home..
Yup. Im turning 20 today. Thank you friends, for all wishes.... i do appreciate your thoughtfulness.
From the very bottom of my heart... i feel guilty and uneasy now just because im saying that i am more comfortable to b friends with everyone. Sorry... you guys are great and awesome but i'm not ready to commit in any kind of relationship. Let's just b friends... sooner or later when the right time comes i believe that each of us will find someone or somebody that we can regard as 'special' in our life.
I feel bad for this. like seriously... i know thoroughly the feeling when being rejected by someone. It's awful... but i have to b sincere... esp in dealing with others's feeling. Seriously, i think twice before uttering those words... no kidding. I dont like to hurt others but this time around i dont wanna give any hopes.. that's y im being sincere.
Truly, sincerely,
I feel bad.
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