Conceal

Hi there, assalamualaikum;

I just wanna share my thoughts from the very bottom of my heart. I feel uneasy lately... yes. Probably because of my exam is getting nearer and of course during this critical time, Allah SWT will send us several trials to test hamba-hambaNya. My purpose of writing this is not because i wanna tell the whole world what's going on with me, but i just feel that i should maximise the use & existence of this space as it helps me to feel better. Even though i conceal the truth and not being straightforward in telling everything.. but as for me it's just more than enough to make me feel better. I have to say, the past 3 weeks were very difficult.  But alhamdulillah.. i managed to go through the trials and disputes.

Time flies very fast! And.. i begin to realise that i've been here for almost 2 years. Despite of the annoying rules, i've learnt numerous things about life. (Well, basically, from my friends, lecturers, seniors and lastly from my observation). Err.. i think i have changed a lot.. esp in terms of how i projected myself to crowd, the way i'm thinking, the way i see things around me and etc. Definitely, i see things differently now... alhamdulillah..

I've met a lot of people; girls, boys, makcik, pakcik and etc. And i do learn a lot from them. And when i'm growing up, i'm very sure that u can merely know what types of parents you wanna b. (Eh, i'm not saying that my parents are bad tau! ) this is just my random thoughts. When i'm minggle with my friends.. well of course we'll share our experience regarding many things. I come to realise that parents do play a vital role in the development of children. For instance, if ever the parents are very protective, the chances of their children to be timid and shy are high. But, if ever the parents are very open-minded and sensible, it will help the development of their children. T

hus, the children will know how to addapt to changes and minggle with others because they have been given chances by their parents to explore the world. (Hahahaha it reminds me about my childhood memories!)

- during my childhood years, i was like.... err.. very hyperactive, love to laugh, love to explore new things (i even ate a piece of paper just because i'm curious about its taste! 

Then, i did my haircut, playing with the grasshoppers (main cbut kaki dy)- so cruel!!! And etc. Ya Allah, reminiscing my childhood years mmg funny! bcs i tend to do lots of things beyond my sanity...  hahahaha. eh, i wont do that now okay.. kikiki boleh caye ke.

Well... i think that's all for today..i will continue pouring my thoughts soon, when i'm free. Bye!

p/s: cikgu selalu pesan... berdoalah dr skrg utk dpt jodoh y baik